I need to find some Faith

I have the ideas

It's a daily struggle to fight my demons, which is why today as though my battle is lost and the urge is to write is lost.

In my search for new markets, this week I started to write a story about a spiritual encounter in Israel. As I doubt the story will get published, the story is about a journalist's Aliyah and a trip to Masada. The story is fiction, but I always wanted to visit the Holy Land.

I need to find the faith that others have in me, as the Jewish people have a strong belief in the word of the Lord, I have started to read the Bible in the attempt to find some faith in my work as a writer.